Friday, June 02, 2006
BE MY ESCAPE by relient k.
I've given up on giving up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
It's my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away
And I've been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because…
I gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I've given up on doing this alone now
Guess I failed and I'm ready to be shown out
You told me the way and now I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I've been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because…
I gotta get out of here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah)
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave.
Cause I've been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
That might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because…
I gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin (oh)
But so were you
So were you
im truly deeply and madly in love with this song.HAHAHA.i have been coping songs frm jiaqi.hahaahah.sadly, my com is STILL down.i think my ad shld just go get a new com.he is wasting my time la.now i cant do any of my gp portfolio and wadever not.so PISSED wif him.i think he harbours thoughts of fixing that laoya pok com.TSKTSK.
ytd went shoe-shopping wif lijing.i think i almost died.LOL.nike has limited shoes for womens' design but she insist on getting nike and NIKE only.wahh.so we walked around the same few shops looking at the SAME few shoes.LOL.and comparing the service and attitudes of the people tendign to us.well, we walked out of one of the shops cos we both felt that they had REALLY bad attitude.like slamming the shoes and the boxes around.and wads worse was the person incredulous looks when jing asked for a UK size 3.LIKE harlow.if u duno we meant UK size, then was the point of working as in a shoe shop.GOODNESS.the shop next door, was MUCH nicer.two guy tended to jing and the difference between their attitudes was AMAZING.haha.and she finally bought her shoe in the shop with the NICER ambience and BETTER service attitude.LOL.
we walked aroung town and tried to figure wad to buy.apparently jing got loads of comments about the way i shop.smack her face.she said i was slow in choosing, and this came from the mouth of the person who complained that i look thru clothes SUPER fast just like a few months ago.SOOO much comments.and nothing is NICE.BLAH.
so in the end only managed to get a sb, espirit belt and fbt shorts.hahaha.then , had to wait for jing to CUT her hair.well, the hairdresser decided to play wif her hair and straightened it for her.LOL.its AMAZING.apparently sum ppl dun like it.tsktsk.then her mum treated us to jap dinner.whee.so nice.and stuffing.i almost died.cant believed that i ate so much after 9 lor.blah.i bet i gained another kg.)x
then i met up wif jiaqi and mel and we went to look thru the midnight sales at wisma.had a lousy headache cos of the LARGE number of people squeezing around in wisma.but then its BORING.there's nth much to buy.espirit and nike din even open for the sales.only managed to get a FLESH IMP top.whee.i wanna go get the converse sneakers.SO pretty and the BODYNITS shorts in TURQOIUSE!!!!arhhhhh.no money.)x
there's pw meeting later.shoots.i haven research a SINGLE thing.sighs.
and for now, im off.
::zhixinLOVESyou.
